Friday, August 21, 2009
I want to write blog. Wahahahaha. Noting much to say. Buangkok time!
6:29 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
I just wanna let it all out. What did i do wrong to get criticised until to an extend that they call me a liar and a cheater ? I just don't get it.
Holidays had already started but this remorse feeling ain't going nowhere. I just wanna burst out in tears as my heart can't hold this weight of guilt any longer. Now, all i ever wanted is someone to comfort me to make me feel better. So mushy. Haha. But really... What can i do. Mourn for this lie that i SO afraid to commit. I just don't have the guts do it. I'm not going to be rebellious at this age. This kind of thing is not meant to be lied which you can call it plagiarism. Only god knows.
Not gonna dwell anymore. Just wait and I woluld accept any decisions they will make :)
Peace...
This pain can't be seen, comouflaging it is the only cure.
4:56 PM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Haha. So long never blog... Want to blog for fun... Wakikakaka!
This is my version of Big Spender by Shontelle.
Presenting Big Biatch :)
Why everything that she say is fake to me
Cos I can see in her eyes, she can't lie to me, eh...
Those smiles and all the laughters
Those sweet and concern talks that always put me off, you see
Felt so piss deep down inside
So you better shut up or you'll get it from me, honey
So let us begin this fight to end this stupid war
This battlefield ain't ending cos neither want to raise those flags
If, If, If If you're a big biatch, you can even kill a doe
If you're a big biatch, you can kiss my deadly toe
If you're a big biatch. you can throw this prada shoe
If you're a big biatch, I can't be your only foe
Haunting you in all of your dreams
I will make your life miserable
So, i guess you better watch me out
If you're a big biatch, girl
To be continued...
HAha lame right
ROFL!
12:38 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
Felt like blogging today. Had a bad week. The emancipate feeling to cry always hanged in my throat and i was confused about it. What makes me feel so down? Yesterday was one of those days that i hate. Bad misunderstandings or should i say miscommunications with friends and made a fuss about it and i do not know why i did that. I am that kind of person who refrains from showing my real emotions infront of people. Maybe i was tired and the never ending financial problems that my family faced made it even worsed- They are thinking of moving to Woodlands. Its like whatever. I care less about it and i doubt that it will never end. Got a bad crit yesterday. Felt humiliated. Whatever. Call what you want about my product, but you can never beats simplicity and i doubt that the lecturers just wanted more and disappointed. I just heck care cause everything is draining my bloody energy. Just want to thank Manda for comforting me yesterday:) She is great. A good companion. Im afraid that people these days like to judge a book by its cover and i really hate it. When i got home. I sang rock songs loudly in my room to release my frustration. Love music. Heh. It helps. Seriously
Today met with fauzi, mariah and hanisah and we had a great laugh and i was so tired of laughing. Skip lesson. Haha. Love these bunch and i'll treasure them forever. They made my day. Haha. Fauzi sang i will be and footprints in the sand briefly to us and it was AMAZING!!! SIgh... I want to buy her album! LOL. And hanisah. I like your voice. Very nice. SWeet voice no kid. HEhe. Dont be too humble. Haha. Just looking forward for future meet ups. BUT NEVER IN CVSS AGAIN. HAHA!
I'll doubt that this never ending feeling will end soon. Well i don't want to dwell on anything anymore.
Peace
5:52 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
No time to blog.
Just put a lyric by nickelback. Got meaning one!
Nickelback
If Today Was Your Last Day Lyrics:
My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride
If today was your last day
Tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day
Against the grain should be a way of life what´s worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there´s no second try
So live like you´ll never live it twice don´t take the free ride in your own life
If today was your last day Tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you´re dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it´s never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can´t rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side
If today was your last day
Tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you´re dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day
Lyrics: If Today Was Your Last Day,Nickelback [end]
Another lyric. Whenever you want to give up. Listen to this song! Listen to the lyrics carefully.
Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think
Like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though
Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it look into
Your heart the beat goes on
Rihanna: I'm tellin' you
Miley: Things get better
Rihanna: Through
Miley: Whatever
Rihanna: If you fall
Miley: Dust it off, don't let up
Sheryl: Don't you know you can go be your own miracle
Beyonce: You need to know
CHORUSSheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to beQuestioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
Fergie: It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Leona: Just because you go through it
Fergie: Don't mean it got to take control, no
Leona: You ain't gotta find no hiding place
Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate
Leona: Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you
Keyshia: And sayin' you can't go on
Rihanna: I'm tellin' you
Miley: Things get better
Through whatever
Rihanna: If you fallMiley: Dust if off, don't let up
LeAnn: Don't you know you
Natasha: Can go
LeAnn: Be your own
Natasha: Miracle
Carrie: You need to know
Ensemble: CHORUS
Mary: You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind
Ciara: If you fall, dust it off
Mary: You can live your life
Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah
Mary: Let your heart be your guide
Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah
Mariah: And you will know that you're good if you trust in the good
Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeahLight up the dark, if you follow your heart
Mary: And it will get better
Mariah: Through whatever
CHORUS (2x)
Fergie: You got it in you, find it within
You got it in now, find it within now
You got it in you, find it within
You got it in now, find it within now
You got it in you, find it within
You got it in now, find it within now
Find it within you, find it within
Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
3:16 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
I admit that i did not update my blog that much again. SO.... Haha.
Well here goes..
Saturday, saturday, saturday. 2 days ago right??? But it still very FRESH in my mind. The thing is, i expected that day to be dumb anyway. Not even bloody prepared for my Quranic Science prsentation. My heart was literally in my mouth at that point of time. Well my presentation didn't go well. Like wow! I was bloody blabbering nonsense. I was presenting on MENSTRUATION AND ALCOHOL NOT FORGETTING POLITICS. You imagine! Aargh! The other groups did well though except for my bloody group. TSK. I indeed got all the audience, uztad and the usztazh to laugh at my face when i speak menses like umpteen times-blood and... And... What about the time when i blabber crap like drinking the quran when it suppose to be alcohol and about the first revelation stating that the muslims could only drink alcohol when they don't see SUNLIGHT. The worst is still to come.
Photo taking time.
Give you brief description.
- Stand on the chair
- Posed
- Friend stand on the same chair
- Chair started spinning
- Fell down on my ribs
- A 'chair' fell on me
- Unconscious for 5 seconds and wake to everybody standing around me.
TSk.. Then later i realise that it wasn't a chair that fell on me, it was my FREN. How despicable! Nvm. Can still feel the pain. Bruises all over my body. Thanks eh.
Update next time.. Cos got alot of work to do.
Peace.
4:47 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Today lecture was by Mr Khee Huat and it was absolutely..... AWESOME! Some are funny but some are frigging sick. Felt like tieing him to the seat and torture him and... Shut the crap out of him. Pls don't read this Khee Huat. I like you. Not that Affectionate stuff. *stay away from me!* The pictures thing was COOLIO but the man face thing was totali freaking me out. Can't remove it from my EYES! I thought it was gonna be stuck there forever! Then i literally shout in panic. Haha! What english.
Always had problems with group works! Its driving me CRAZY! LINDIS. Don't ever call me
STUPID ever again. But again i love you... AS a fren la. Im just the middle man and don't just throw tantrum at me. I'm just some dumb tree who just can't tolerate hatredness. Bad englissh again. Whatever. Haha! Just live in friggiing peace and harmony. Haha!
too many thing to do la!!!!!!!
Felt like jumping down from the playground. Sigh... And still can't figure out Nasrun's Riddle... AARGH!!!!!!!!!! TOo tired to blog anymore.. Btw, eating zinger is like eating my sister's leg. I felt like vomitting the whole piece of meat out directly at the aunty's face, the cleaner,haha.(its my first time eating zinger)... THE HORROR! Gonna have nightmares about zinger soon. Lame s**t. LOL
Peace
